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So there. Its 1am, Im done with this gods forsaken presentation of mine, and what absolutely sucks, is that I�have to wake up in 5 hours and go to a bunch of classes before I present this, even though slipping into a state of complete unconsciousness has steadily climbed my list of priorities these past two days. Iapos;d very much like to just skip all of the morning classes and take a taxi in to present, and then leave, as swiftly, which is what I did last time, only that I�would be negating the dilligence of staying up to study by skipping class to sleep..

ughh. I hate the fact that I�care whether these people loathe me, and that that has turned me into a sleepless, friendless recluse. In fact Iapos;m sure this whole exile thing goes completely against social capital and that, in being academically safe, Iapos;m being socially destructive.
So, in the end, it keeps coming back to me realising that I�just canapos;t cover all bases, here.. I�have to keep picking my battles.

For that reason Iapos;d be a brilliant, and a terrible, general. Whenever I�play chess, if I�lose, its because in striving to protect the peices I�miss the actual strategy for victory. In real life a general with compassion for his comrades in arms has got to be a respected general. However, tactically, heapos;s probably a defeated one.

Do you see what Iapos;m getting at here when it comes to picking one supposed virtue over another? Being cold and distant or being despised, being fatally compassionate or victoriously callous... How do you pick between two virtuous vices? And what, in the end, is Victory after all, if it isnapos;t just a certain celebrated defeat?




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